My sister saved my life

Recently, I've been having a lot of thoughts of suicide. I've even bought a rope and wrote out a note, but never had the courage to go through with it. I've just been really depressed and my anxiety puts me in a constant state of isolation because I'm afraid I'm just a burden. Well, today my sister came to show me an assignment for her class. It's a journal entry asking to write a thank you letter to someone you may take for granted. I started reading it, and it was about me. She wrote about how much of an impact I have on her, and how crushed she would be if I wasn't around. I couldn't help but cry. I really thought no one loved me and appreciated me. This must be a sign from god telling me my story isn't over yet. Truly blessed😇😭