I need a break from ttc. I need a break from this app and anything fertility related. I need a break from seeing positive tests and ultrasounds and everything pregnancy related. I need to a break from hanging out with my friend everyday who’s pregnant and brings it up a lot. I’m happy for her and I know she doesn’t know what’s happening but it hurts. My period showed yesterday and I truly hated myself. I can’t take this stress. I’m becoming spiteful and bitter. I need to focus on me and getting myself in a better spot.

I need to focus on my wonderful fiancé and the house that has 3 1/2 acres that were probably buying soon. I’m so thankful for all the wonderful support I’ve had from the ladies on here and I hope you all get what you’re trying for in life. For now, goodbye glow.