I’ll be 13 weeks on tuesday with a very unplanned baby. I found out early at 4 weeks and to this day my boyfriend of 3 years won’t acknowledge I’m pregnant, at all. He pretends nothing is going on. He had no interest in my sonogram at 10 weeks. He hasn’t and won’t tell anyone, so I’m stuck with this secret. Even my 5 year old still doesn’t know and he’d be so happy to know. Now I’m just looking forward to being ignored when labor hits. It’s awkward and so lonely. My first pregnancy at 17 was a happy one and this one is lonely and depressing. I can’t talk about it or be happy, and I can’t ever be tired or anything pregnancy-related, because after all, I’m not pregnant. I wish this just never happened. I wish I could stop waking up everyday