I was due October 31st but gave birth October 5th and I gotta say, I already miss being pregnant and feeling him move in me. It's now the end of the 7th and he's still probably going to be in the NICU till the 9th at least. I get discharged tomorrow and while I have the option to stay in my room and just be a guest for the extra day my fiance thinks I should come home just so I can clean the house how I want, spend some last quality time with him before weeks of hell because he and I both know that my depression will worsen. I know he's right but how can I leave my baby boy? If anybody has any advice please let me know, thank you (crossposted)