So I'm stuck in the hospital with my poor one month old. She tested positive for something in her spinal fluid. It's one of the coccus's. They won't know more until the tests are done. They have her a cocktail of antibiotics and thrush meds and antibiotics for her eye 😭😭😭😭 I'm a wreck and my husbands not making it any easier. He's at home with the kids and he's like I made the boys fold clothes and put them away and I'm pretty sure dinner was tuna and ramen. Because I basically don't have anything and hadn't went shopping for the week. Now if she does have meningitis I have to get everyone tested to be on the safe side so the boys are going to be out of school until further notice. I just want to get my baby better and to take her home and get my house clean. Cuz I know no one is doing much over there. At least I got the dishes done before I left and bottles.

This is when we were still in the er!

She's still smiling and happy except when you touch her eye. And then she screams in pain. I can't do the massages on her eyes it makes me feel bad