Losing my #2

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I took four tests between Friday and Saturday. The spotting has remained persistent even while being bed bound. I had no sex. No masturbation and no internal scans. The bleeding is turning red slowly although it's still majorly brown. It's not enough to fill a pad but it's starting to get more than just a little when I wipe. I think I'm losing my 2nd at only 5w5d. I'm not okay. And I was dealing with my first loss from March only recently. I've been very very low and I'm pretty sure I'm not ready to lose another one... I don't know how I'm going to cope for a second time and I'm terrified.