I need help and have no one to go to!!!

Ashlee • Mrs. Watts 💍 7/29/17 👧🏼 5/3/13 👼🏼4/1/17 My 🌈 👶🏼 3/6/19

I'm at my wits end!! I'm so stressed out I feel like it would be a blessing to wake up tomorrow and bot have some kind of massive stroke or heart attack!

In the last two months I have lost my job, developed serious medical issues while being pregnant, I'm up to taking 9 pills a day, 300mg 3 pills two times a day of blood pressure medication and 2 baby aspirin to prevent pre e and anti depressants, on top of that I have to check my blood sugar 4 times a day and my blood pressure twice a day.

My husband was in a car accident (thank god he was okay) but I lost my brand new kia and then I had to deal with the insurance company and the auto body shop both being complete children. One saying one thing and the other saying another! Then my apartment is falling apart,

My debt is racking up! I'm behind on some bills, and my land lady threatened to evict me over $110. Then they want to collect another $220 for a ferret! For maintenance "damage". She is in her cage 18 hours a day and we let her out for maybe 3 hours a day? And shes litter box trained, then on top of that my husband couldn't cash his paycheck this morning, some lady hit my "new" 2005 van with her car door and didn't bother to say shit, my insurance company won't cover my test strips for my diabetes saying they gave me 50 when they only gave me 25. And now I found out my car loan for my kia is trying to come after me for $700 because the insurance company didn't pay the loan like they told me!

I'm so stressed out! Sex doesn't work, hot shower doesn't work, I need help calming down because all of this isn't good for my growing son and my 5 year old. Someone please help!!