Since the age of 7 I knew I liked girls, I came out when I was 13 to my best friend! I’ve the years I dated both boy and girls. I was always more attracted to females then men however I liked guys to. So I ended up in a relationship at 17 with a man and for the past 6 years I’ve been with him and 2 years ago we got married. How ever I never stop wondering what my life would be if I’d married a women! I think about women and always scoping out the beautiful ladies when I’m out. My husband knows I’m bi sexual and we have an open married so I’m able to explore my sexuality so to speak. As he too is bi sexual and same goes for him! But I recently had amazing sex with this women and I have a strong connection and we clicked and got comfortable so fast! She told me that she fell for me, we don’t want to stop seeing each other but where both scared of being hurt. But now I can’t stop saying to my self and to a select few that I wish I had not of marrried because now I see my self as a lesbian!!! What the hell do I do???? I love my husband but I don’t think I love him the way he loves me. Some say I settled. I love his family, where all so very close!!! But deep down I don’t think I could spend the rest of my life with him but I don’t believe in devotes. :( I’m so confused and stressed out! Anybody have some advice it be greatly appreciated