“Get with the Program”

I feel like a loser for not being able to strive for making my life better like other 17 year olds my age. There’s people that already have fucking cars, can drive, have jobs to make their own money , can go out easily to parties, an idealistic social life while I can barely ride my bike down the block, I can’t get a job because I need to focus on school, and can’t even keep a good friend around. I don’t know if this comes from the need of freedom or just the feeling of being unproductive makes me feel depressed ... (it’s honestly insecurity tbh) anyone else that’s around 15-or older that feel like this? Or tell me if your that 17 year old(for some fucking reason )that drives already tell me you feel about being so responsible...