I’m getting a bit worried now

My period is now 5 months late and I thought it was just being stressed but I’ve tried everything to get my period to come. My bloating has gotten uncomfortable especially when I eat. I catch bad gas cramps and I have been for the past week.

I would consult a doctor but I choose to leave my job because workin one day out of two weeks then getting checks a week late is fuckin ridiculous. I feel all kinds of pressure in my lower stomach or uterus. I have had spotting every other day. I’m afraid either I’m pregnant and I don’t know I haven’t taken a test since three months ago and it was negative but I don’t wanna stress about a test just for it to always end up negative. I was ttc but I had given up after July.

Or that I have something very wrong like maybe a cyst or something. I would go to the ER but I’m gonna be sitting there 7+ hours just to get prescribed something after 30 minutes of being looked at. If you can help I’d appreciate it