Drama and hate for years. From my in-laws.

I said ONCE that I felt threatened by my fiancé’s cousins behavior because he cornered me in a room by myself, he was swinging his arms around and berating me about not replying to his wife on the phone when I was with my friends. This guy is 6’3 200lbs and I’m 5’3 115lbs so I’m half his size! So yes that’s threatening and scary for me!

They’ve shunned me. They’ve refused to have me be around the family. They’ve made up lies. These lies have been proven to be false. They have security cameras in all their rooms and all outside the house (they’re crazy and paranoid) so they have “footage” of the incident. He was standing right in the corner and you couldn’t see him so they couldn’t prove he didn’t do it. Yet they told everyone they had this footage that proved I was lying and didn’t release it to anyone!! It’s like the media!

I lost my job because of the rumors (I worked with them). I lost half my friends, my coworkers hated me, most of my in-laws hated me. They still do. Every little thing I say and do is twisted so they can have someone to talk crap about

My SIL is the worst of them all I think. I’m a hoe (slept with one guy in my life), I’m a drunk (she’s an alcoholic and I drink on occasion), I’m a liar (I couldn’t lie to save my life). She’s so sly and manipulative that everybody believes her. Not to mention, most of the family hates me as it is so they just add fuel to the fire with everything they could possibly think of. They try to break us up, to get others to hate me.

Im back in high school guys! I’m a scapegoat and a fun thing for people to play with or kick around. I don’t know what to do anymore because my spouse will defend me a little but is so non confrontational that he won’t say much to keep the peace as much as possible. Plus, he knows if he says anything he’ll be shunned too.

I feel so shitty guys. Downtrodden, hated, useless, unnecessary, a waste of space, unloved, despised, anxious and depressed. I can’t do anything right and no matter what everyone hates me.