Venting
Okay so I had a date tonight with this guy that I’ve been seeing for a few months. He’s not my boyfriend yet, but we act like we are a couple. We already tell each other “I love you” and other things that make it look like it’s a real relationship, but that’s not the point. My date drops me off at the end of the driveway. Tonight, I got in trouble because of that. I am 19 and my parents treat me like I’m 15. Apparently when my date is ready to be my boyfriend, he has to ask my parents for permission. LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. I’m so pissed and confused by that. My mom likes to live her life by control of what other think. She says she worries that people are gonna view me as a hoe bc of how my date drops me off at the end of the driveway. Am I stupid or something? Like I’m just so confused. She then compares my date to my ex boyfriend. My ex boyfriends didn’t have a car so his parents would drive us place and of course they’d pull up in the driveway. My dates car was set very low so when it comes to driving up or down certain roads, the bottom of the car gets scratched so he choses not to drive up. The driveway consist of rocks and dirt. But idk. My mom is fucking insane tbh. She’s treating me like I’m 15. Oh but when my brother was actually 15, he got to do whatever he wanted. I sometimes hate being a girl in my house bc of the very limited freedom I get. It’s stupid. ITS FUCKING RIDICULOUS. Okay that’s all, I’m getting upset again. I literally fucking can’t with this bullshit. I’m sorry but I had to vent here.
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