😔life is so ughhh

Woke up with soo much anger i wish I could take all the pain and just lash it out on the rapist.. hes 37 im 16 and he gave me herpes without me knowing til i went to the er..like I really want him to suffer like the fact that the pos is walking around scott free is starting to really get to me at first i was gonna try to avoid him but the nigga live around the corner from my house 🤦🏽‍♀️

And also.. i only took one dose of my medicine Wednesday and haven’t took it since then but hsv2 ulcers look like they are going away but since I didn’t take the medicine(except one dose but im suppose to take 2 doses for 10days) how do I know when I can have sex ?