so i was gonna go on a date today... but i think he doesnt want to after all. when i asked him last week he just said okay and didnt seem excited at all. so today is the day, but he never texted me nor asked about the time and place. he said he was out of town til yesterday the last time we spoke, which is fine but apparently he forgot our date?? i dont wanna text him again bc i initiated all our last conversations and dont wanna be annoying :(

so it seems i will be forever alone. i know im only 17 and theres plenty of time but im so disappointed right now. i thought i would finally get to go on my first date and maybe even get my first boyfriend. i dont wanna be unkissed at 18 or even older :(( im so sad right now