just not happy😔

idk if its my hormones making me emotional or if im genuinely just not happy.. im not in the mood to do anything, i feel stuck, i have nobody to talk to.. the only thing keeping me going is my son and the fact that ill be able to hold him in my arms in the next couple of months other than that nothing makes me happy honestly.. sometimes i get distracted and im happy/content for the time being but then back to reality i go.. i swear my son is a gift from God because he’s helping me stay strong, every kick is like “hey mommy im here” and it makes me feel this unconditional love & i couldn’t be more thankful for my little blessing💙