Am I being the difficult one? Long post sorryyyyy

Update- he broke up with me two days ago, left me homeless, i lost my job, just shows how actions speak louder than words

Side note- he is 24 years old

So, on Thursday, I was rushed to the hospital with extreme pain in my right side, abdomen and back. I appreciated that my boyfriend, of two years, was at work and couldn’t leave immediately to meet me at the hospital.

I sat in the hospital alone from 8.30am -9pm, whilst I waited for results to come back from several bloods and ultrasounds. I was sent home that night and as i don’t drive and my boyfriend does, he left me to pay for a taxi there and back and after being told to go back the next day, he refused to drop me there again, saying he is to stressed at work. I had been informed of some pretty scary things, that i was showing symptoms of. I asked my boyfriend that night if he would come with me Friday to the hospital as some of the tests that needed to be done, I was quite afraid of being alone for!

He made me feel guilty for asking, going on about his work, his friends and his life and how he cannot drop everything to sit with me for being ‘over dramatic’. I got a bit upset that he wasn’t understanding why, but I found out this morning that Thursday when he told me he was ‘too busy’ at work, he had actually told his boss he was coming to meet me, but instead he made his way to a cafe and played Xbox games at his friends house all day!!!

Should I confront him or just let it go? I love him so much but I feel like if i do confront him, he will go crazy for speaking to his friend (who is also a good friend of mine), but if I don’t i will go insane?

Currently me -