Worst day.

This is the worst day I think I’ve ever had in my life. Found out my pregnancy was chemical, I knew something was wrong the entire time. I’m only 4 weeks but this is horrible. My husband is gone in the army and he has no clue I was even pregnant. I bought things to surprise him with. I was so ready and excited. This was our first month trying and I knew I was even lucky to get pregnant In the first place, but this is not fun. Everyone keeps saying ‘everything happens for a reason’ and ‘don’t stress until you bleed’ but the tests don’t lie. I don’t know how I’m going to get over this or even tell my husband when he comes home on Friday. I’m crushed 😔