Yet another guy problemo 🤦🏻‍♀️

There’s a guy on my school but who I have never spoken too, never hung out with, never sat with and I have the most insatiable crush on him!! I even went through friends of Friends Instagram accounts to find him what is wrong with me! Even when someone mentions his name I immediately blush!! Someone heeeelppp! He’s so amazing and would never ever go out with a silly little girl like me he’s 18 ffs why would he want a 16 year old who’s never had a bf and in turn never kissed a guy or had sex with one 😭😭😭😭😭😭