Sorry for the long post but I'm trying to decifer this. I had a chemical pregnancy about three months ago, the pregnancy had been completely unplanned but I had no intentions of aborting. Well when my SO took me to to the OB/GYN he asked if I wanted a baby. I was silent because I hadn't wanted one till further down the road. He said sorry, and told me maybe next year. Well skip to now and I'm starting to warm up to the idea of wanting a baby (It doesn't help that my sister is pregnant and my roommate found out she was pregnant a week after my chemical) I'm on birth control right now and I asked my SO if he minded and he said no but the other night when I was taking it he realized I had to take it everyday and told me it was bad for me, that if I wanted a baby later it would be harder for me to conceive. So I asked if he wanted a baby and he said whatever God wants and if that's now then it's okay. He's from Honduras and I know they are very family orientated, and I don't think he completely understood the prospect of birth control. All the other times we've asked eachother he always said next year, but now he's stating whatever God wants. So now I'm starting to question what he really wants. And I don't know how to tell him that I want a baby too but I'm nervous about alot of things that come with that. Mainly financial things and miscarrying again.