Heart breaking announcement 💔

Me and my husband have TCC for over a year it's been very hard BFN not even a slight faint line nothing so this past mont sept. I got so many faint lines, then one morning I work up and it was bold postive there was no doubt anymore.

Now fast forward to a week after getting 3 digital positives. I started to have spotting and cramps but not in a normally spot for cramping. Something was wrong and I knew it I was only 4 weeks and 5 days. I called my OBGYN I got in that day. We did blood work pelvic exam and vaginal ultrasound.

This in my heart dropped she looked at me looked at the screen looked back at me started to pack everything back up I started to cry and demand to know what was wrong she said honey I'm so sorry but you have an ectopic pregnancy. And we have terminate the pregnancy before your tube can burst. She wanted to give me a Methotrexate shot to stop the growth of our baby and the body will dispose of him or her by its self. I'm not oke to judge when who terminate their pregnancies but for me it goes against everything I am everything I have ever wanted it was the hardest decision I have ever made in my life.