I might want a gf but...

I’ve never been in a relationship with a woman the same I’ve been with a man. I’ve had sex with a woman but that was one time. The thing is I don’t want to be with a woman only sexually (if at all) judge me not but I know I don’t have to have a sexual relationship with her in order to be with her (whomever she is) I just want to be able to be around someone who knows what being a woman is like, in and out. Spend quality time with nonstop (of course with space) and be able to talk about anything.

I guess I’m just tired of men & venting. But this has always been something that I wanted to do. There were plenty of potentials but I was always pressured into being with a man cuz “it’s the right thing to do” and I’ve never had such luck with being in a hetero relationship