Okay so I have had this best friend since kindergarten and its been about ten years (I’m 16) and there’s been a lot of up and downs, she moved schools twice and moved to a different town about 30 minutes away, well we used to be super super close, seeing eachother every weekend and we’re always talking about our future together, like getting an apartment together and all that cheesy shit, anyway we haven’t been super close lately and some stuff happened about over a year ago and her mom doesn’t want me to see her anymore. Well every time I try to like block her and get it over with I just can’t cuz I think about all of the times where she was there for me when I didn’t really have a family and just all of our memories and how much she means to me. It just seems like she’s doing so good without me and I’m really struggling. Everyone I ask about it says it may be rough rn but they can see us being really good friends in the future when we’ve grown up. But its really hard not having her in my life rn. So I was wondering, should I just block her and get it over with or try to talk to her when I can and hope for the best ?