So i started using the exercise ball yesterday, just to help effacement and dilate so that labor isn't so hard when it comes, i'm only a really tiny person i'm 4"11 and was only 44kg before pregnancy and my baby is big already (probably almost 6lbs now, and he's also measuring over a week ahead, i have GD)...

Anyway, i've been getting EXTREMELY watery discharge, and sleep has been horrid the last 2 nights, last night was ridiculous, my uterus was so achy (not crampy)...

I ended up having diarrhea this morning after not being able to poop for the last day or so and i'm pretty sure i've lost a tiny bit of my mucous plus... so i'll be happy if this is the start of SOMETHING... as i've seen women that are like 31-32 weeks and are already dilated, i really don't want a hard labor, this is my first and i'm so small i'm scared of dying while pushing or something.