Is this odd

Gi

When I was nine, my cousin sexually assaulted me, I didn’t say anything until I was 11.Now here comes the odd part, I have never felt weird talking about it or telling someone.I don’t know why and I think it’s because I didn’t let it affect me as much as it does some, of course I still have nightmares and have bad days just thinking about it( don’t remember exact date, but it was early July so it’s hard for me then) is it weird to be open about talking about it? I don’t know I feel like I should care if people know but I don’t