So some background context: I’ve been medicated for depression and anxiety before, I stopped taking the medication summer of ‘17 and was doing pretty good at handling it. Fast forward to my pregnancy. I found out I was pregnant in April (Due date is December 17th) and though my boyfriend and I were excited we began fighting more often. As my pregnancy progressed it became harder and harder to control my emotions and a lot of my old issues resurfaced 10x. Plus added stress from other factors in my life, I felt myself spiraling downwards. Now I constantly found myself upset, especially with my boyfriends actions. And he is not really the emotional type, he doesn’t really speak when in an argument. I know this probably sounds like a big long complaint. He also is always more concerned with the baby, I am as well, but it comes off as if he only cares about how she is. I’m at my wits end, Thursday I’m speaking to my doctor about antidepressants that are safe with pregnancy and he’s upset about it because he’s afraid it will hurt her, but at this point I’m afraid I’m going to hurt myself, which he doesn’t seem to be worried about at all. I guess I’m just looking for advice.