So I’m actually 100% serious about this whole thing, I recently lost a best friend due to her being overly jealous, as well as losing my job and only income source and ever since I’ve been in this really bad slump, at the time she was my only friend I had outside my apartment (boyfriend, young sister, and roommate) and I’m just so sick of it. I’ve tried so hard to motivate myself to get out and do things but nothing is working, as well with depression starting to set in, and I feel like I have no one to sit down and just talk to, it’s gotten so bad to the point I’ve tried dumb things like trying to OD on Benadryl earlier last week, I know I may sound a bit much but I promise if you actually wanna be friends I’ll put my all into it 😭💕