I’m 35 weeks pregnant and my pregnancy has been pretty good and my baby is healthy. But I’m still terrified something bad will happen. I had a miscarriage last year and have just had a lot of bad luck with many things these past few years, so I feel like all those things combined have shattered my views had anything good can happen in my life. I am always expecting the worst 😔. And this may sound silly, but I’m superstitious about buying baby stuff also so I am really behind on setting up nursery. I don’t even have a bassinet yet bc I’m so scared of having a stillborn and not ever being able to use it.

I had a nightmare last night that I got my period and I touched my belly and it was flat. I see all these posts on here about women having dreams about their babies. I haven’t had a single dream about my baby, just losing him 😢.

Ugh I wish my baby was just here already. I hate living in this fear. I really don’t like feeling like this. Any suggestions how I can go about my day and not constantly being terrified?