Last year for our anniversary I got him a box with layers...first layer a jacket...second his favorite candies....third a card...and fourth was a onesie and a positive test. 5 days later we miscarried.

AF isn’t due till the 19th but I just took a test, hoping to surprise him with another positive, but it was negative. I know it’s early but that BFN popped up really quick on the test.

It’s been such a long year and I’m so tired. Plus I have probably 15 people-friends and clients (hairstylist here) that are all pregnant. So tired.