Concerned...

camila

My boyfriend and I were in a relationship for about 2 years and engaged for just a few months. Over the time of our relationship I caught him watching porn via internet searching things like “big boobs bouncing” “pornstars” “boobs” even searches up on pornhub a live video chat with big boobs. You get the point...He’s obsessed with big boobs. I communicated to him about how this affected me and I wasn’t ok with it and he listened and said he’d never do it again blah blah blah. Anyways I’m not the plastic surgery type but this affected me so much I ended up getting a boob job. I was in the A cup range before I got a breast augmentation. I am now wearing 36DDD bra. I caught him again a few months later searching things up like “REAL big boobs” and more. Not only did this bother me but kind of insulted me in a way. I didn’t feel good enough. I’m not cocky but I know I’m beautiful inside and out with or without boobs and it hurts to know he doesn’t appreciate or value me. This only makes me think he isn’t serious about me because clearly he’s disregarding the fact that it bothers me. I feel disrespected. Any advice on what you guys think I should do?