I just need to rant a little bit. My regular doctor (which I absolutely love) wasn't there for my 30 week appointment yesterday so I had a substitute... she reminded me why I will never seek out a female OB again. I was barely seated and far from comfy yet when she shoved the speculum in. I flinched and she shoved it in further. Then, when checking my cervix, that lady tried to shove her whole hand in at first and when it wouldn't fit, she didn't care and kept trying to force it it for a solid 3 minutes while I'm telling her I'm in pain. She wouldnt even look at me or respond. To top it off, you couldn't see jack sh*t on the ultrasound cause she moved too fast and then complained it was the machines fault while my normal doctor never has issues with it. He also normally spams me with pictures (I know, I'm spoiled lol). She printed out like 10 unrecognizeable pictures and put them in my file without showing me.

I was in pain for the rest of the day as well as last night. I swear if I'm getting a substitute again I'm just gonna walk right out. This is the second time and both times were nightmares.

Alright, rant over lol