So I want to forget about my fertility struggle and kind of move on in life. After 20 failed cycles I think it’s just time to forget about it.

What can I do to fill that hole in my life? It’s not a matter of finding time filling activities, it’s really just a matter of finding something to remove the want of a child in my life.

We have three dogs who are treated like children, and I’m not willing to add another pet to our home so that’s out of the question.

I love my best friends daughter as my own, and I don’t think there’s any way I could become closer to her, and she’s not filling that gap for me either.

We’ve considered fostering and adoption, but I’m a year away from the minimum age requirements and it’s SO expensive. That’s our next step but it’s years in the further.

I just need advice from someone whose gotten over the severe baby fever that comes with infertility. I’m tired of wanting what I can never have. Please help me!!!