Please tell me I’m not the only one

Okay, so this is my first post on here and i figured.. why not come to a “room” full of ladies that would hopefully understand where I’m coming from.

BUT recently i have felt like I’m completely out of the loop with ALL of my friends. They’re all getting closer, and I’m just not. I’ve felt like i just have faded to being on my own or just going to see my boyfriend (which is fine and they do the same) but sometimes i just wish i had girlfriends to have chill nights with still! 😩