I don’t want to do it

Sherri • 👶 due may 2019❤️❤️. (Lost baby) Rainbow baby due February 2020

I went for an ultrasound at 7weeks and my baby was measuring less by 2weeks..I went again today at 9 weeks and the baby is not growing..the dr said I should come for a D$C But I really want this baby...is there anything I can do to save my pregnancy? It’s so devastating I feel so heartbroken.....I just need a miracle. I have been trying to conceive for almost 2years and was so happy when I realized I was pregnant...now loosing the baby is going to be too much for me