Feeling low

Anyone else having days of just feeling very depressed? Low & uninterested in anything? This has been a hard pregnancy compared to my first and I feel very guilty about not being as excited about everything for this baby, and every once & a while I am getting these days of just hopeless feelings.

I’m starting to get worried for how I will be after the baby comes. With my first I was so positive about everything and knew I would handle things well, this time I don’t know if I’m strong enough. My husband works night shifts 4 on 4 off and my 3 year old still wakens at times at night. I will be virtually on my own 4days at a time all the time and scared I wont handle it very well or won’t give my baby the start my first child had, or that I will be miserable and effect my 3 year old. I also have fibromyalgia and sleep has a huge effect on my pain, suppose I’m just not feeling as confident as usual in my own strength as a person