So I’m gay and i go to an all girls school. I fell in love with my best friend and she liked me too. We didn’t tell eachother for 9 months and then we got really close and touchy. After afew more months of getting close and giving eachother sweatshirts and such she decided it was too much. We never dated but it was like breaking up.

I was almost raped before by someone who said he loved me and i was used by two others. I’m really scared that she just used me becuase i have her everything i am. And now she’s gone becuase that’s all i had to offer her. I’m really scared that someone else just used me and Im not enough. Im not as talented as anyone else she ever dated but i am willing to give up everything i am for her which is something no one else did for her.

I’ve spent hours crying for a month or so each night because i want to be enough. I want her to love me again but I’m somscared she’ll just use me. I’m not sure what to do.

I really just need to know if she’s worth the pain she’s put me through leaving and coming back to me or if i should just leave her