My name is Marisol and I’m 19.

For the two years I’ve been in a toxic relationship...on & off.

I just went through my second pregnancy scare with him and once he found out I wasn’t pregnant he stopped talking to me. I’m trying my best not to look at his social media ...

I just got on the patch about two weeks ago and I’ve been crying non stop and I’ve been spotting so sex isn’t a big no. I feel so gross.

Due to my depression I decided to dye my hair pink. Something new 🤷🏻‍♀️

Any advice on how to find happiness? Within myself as well?

I’m in college and I just quit my job. I have a couple interviews coming my way ... I do go out alot and it helps in the moment. But it’s those late lonely nights that are getting to me ...