10/21 - CD 27 / 12 DPO ... (updated)

🌜⭐| a m a n d a |⭐🌛 • 32-years-young / TTC #1 💍 6.26.07 - Until Forever 💋

Well. I don't know.

Temp seems to still be up.

Slight/minor headaches still coming and going. My boobs/nipples are so sore (and swollen) that it literally hurts to move my arms. Hubby nudged me playfully with his elbow last night, it grazed the side of my boob, and he almost got punched in the face. Not really, but it hurt! The soreness came with the temp rise, which makes me think it has to be a surge in progesterone? I've never experienced this so close to AF. Usually it's declining, not increasing. AF is due tomorrow.

BFN's this morning. Possible shadows, probably indents. Will post pics in comments...

I just did a cervix check, and holy cow. I've been avoiding it, because it always feels open in the days leading up to AF, and it always makes me feel so sad and defeated. I said screw it, went to check... literally said out loud "WTF??? Where did my cervix go???!" I had serious trouble reaching it. It's ridiculously high, super soft, and the tightest I've ever felt it closed. 😭

I'm so nervous guys. I really hope my body isn't playing some cruel joke on me.