Well, officially a year now

Kira • TTC 1st for 11mons

Never would have thought this would be my reality. We waited to TTC until when we were ready. Never thought it would take beyond a few months. But here we are, one MC and so so many BFN tests. I’ll be 30 in March. And I can’t help but have this sadness that we didn’t start TTC earlier. That we didn’t stop being careful years ago. But we can’t turn back time, and don’t know what the future holds. All I know is that today my heart hurts, and it is a pain I’ve never felt before. 😭