So I haven’t had time to clean the house all week so finally lazy Sunday is here! I got up at 8, power pumped for an hour, changed poop diapers, put the baby down for a nap, got to work washing/drying/putting away 7 loads of laundry, baby woke up very fussy, deep cleaned the living room, kitchen, laundry room, two bathrooms, kids room, and our bedroom.

Now I enjoy cleaning, I am not complaining or going on about how I did them alone while dealing off and on with the baby and putting him down for another nap in there also. I also set a pot roast to cook! The thing that made me roll my eyes was when the baby woke up from his second nap and I brought him into the living room, I sat down to pump again and he said “ugh, you didn’t change his diaper when he woke up, he peed” 😐😑😠

Mother fucker change that shit yourself! I gave him the death stare.. Thank you for reading, sometimes he is clueless 🤦🏻‍♀️💆🏻‍♀️

Update: last night he brought up how he had to get up and masturbate the night before bc he was SO horny and I fell asleep too fast. Mind you it was my second day of my period AND I have very heavy flow. He knows both so I thought he’d understand, we have a 9 mo old.. who is cutting 4 teeth AT ONCE so there has been no sleep for me lately. We have sex literally every single fucking day and he wants to make me feel bad? The first day of my period I gave him a BJ while he watched porn on the big screen.. so he wants me to feel sorry for him or bad for him that he had to jack himself off..

MOTHERFUCKER 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Shit like this makes me wonder why the fuck I’m wasting my short ass life. He gave me my son, some ok dick, and pays the bills... THAT IS IT. WTF am I doing, is love really worth this shit?

I think I’m starting to realize my man may be trash.. I mean he doesn’t hit me, he’s cheated on me 4 times over the past 5 years, I didn’t bother to say anything about his playing video games on the computer and his phone simultaneously all day yesterday and off and on all night once he’s home from school. wtf am I doing