Prepare for pictures 😬

So only a few days ago the skin around the bottom of my vagina got quite itchy and began bleeding, I though nothing of it thinking it was a razor cut that I’d caught again. The next day there was lots of red dots and it was very raw and red. I’ve cleaned it with dove soap and tried to keep it dry hoping it would go away, so far it hasn’t improved - but it hasn’t gotten worse 🤷🏼‍♀️ I rlly don’t want to talk about it with my mom or go to the doctors so if there’s any way I could clear this up at home that would be great. ✌🏻🙃