he literally broke my heart..

last November I thought I found the love of my life.. until I found out he was cheating on me with someone ( SOMEBODY I KNEW ! But I’ll get into that later ) .... I was so heartbroken. I lost my virginity to him too so I was so attached & inlove with him. I was devastated... I cried to my mom. that was the first time I EVER cried to my MOM about a BOY! I could see she was hurt that I was hurt. I even pulled up to his house & tried talking to him but he blew me off... so I was just so devastated. He blocked me off Instagram so I went on my sister page & saw him post a picture of this girl he posted before as his “cousin” I used to go to school with her. she now lives out of state & they were “online dating” aka long distant dating while I was still with him. one day she dm’d me & asked was I still talking to trevor (fake name) & I said “why wassup?” She said they have been dating for a 1 going on 2... I WAS SHOOK .. ok!!!! SHOOOOk!!!! & I was so heartbroken. I’d cry in school, gained a couple pounds from just laying in bed.. I finally got over him (8) months later... and I receive a text from him. he wanted me back. and i prayed for this day to happen... so I could break his heart how he broke mine but instead I started to fall for him again BUT I told him I just wanted to be friends for now. I just went to his Instagram & found out he has a gf... guess what I did?

BLOCKED HIS ASS!!!!!!!!

I’m feeling a little sad though cause I wanted to have a future with him.. but like k Michelle said... you can’t raise a man 🤷🏾‍♀️.