Virginity lost

Madalyn

So I went out with this guy the other night and he was so sweet and everything, we went to eat and watched a movie and then back to his place so I could meet his little brothers. This was a first date and I had no intention to have sex especially considering that I was on my period. After about an hour of playing with his brothers him and I went to his room. Laying around watching tv we just started making out. I’m 18 and was a virgin that night. I have never in my life felt so completely turned on by someone as much as I was that night. 3 seconds later we are having full on sex with the lights on and I hardly knew this guy. I have also never been so disappointed in myself as I am about that night. It was painful and apparently he didn’t know I was on my period until we finished. Then he try’s to tell me how I should keep my body for him and things I can work on at home so that I get better at sex for next time. He proceeds to drive me to my car and then doesn’t even kiss me goodnight. Wtf? Any females over the age of 16 give me your opinion... I have no clue how I feel or what I plan to do.