I’m very sad right now

Last week on thursday, I finally talked to my boyfriend about a friend girl he has that makes me uncomfortable and i told him why i didn’t like her and that No, i dont want him to stop bein friends with her but don’t tell me lies or anything or hide the truth. Friday he got into a car accident (he wasn’t injured THANK GOD) but his car was totaled. Fast forward to today school lets out and i offer him a ride home and he said he already has this whole week covered and i asked who was taking him home and he said *girls name i don’t like*. and then he apologized 10 times in a row because he KNEW i’d be upset about it, yet went through with it anyways. The one thing i had over this girl was I know where he lives and now so does she and i’m just completely pissed off about it and sad because i have major trust issues from abandonment issues and past relationships. I know it’s toxic for me to feel this way but i don’t know how to stop it.