Hair cut terror

Sooo my cousin has been in cosmetology school for months now and my hair needed a trim badly. I have always had a huge phobia of getting my hair cut because it NEVER goes the way I want it. NEVER. I always go in for a simple trim and always come back out with half of my hair gone. So I just stopped getting hair cuts all together. I did one final big chop before I decided to stop cutting my hair for a while. I haven’t had a hair cut in over four years. My hair was all the way down past my butt the longest I’ve ever had it and I loved it. But my ends had become dry and I had a lot of split ends so I decided to let my cousin just TRIM my hair maybe like an inch or two. I decided to be a nice cousin and let her practice on me so she could put it in her portfolio and she’s cut her moms hair and my other cousin and they turned out great so I thought why not? BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. My hair went from being all the way down past my butt to almost at my shoulders! She tried to face shape my bangs one side turned out not too bad but the other side she just did a huge straight cut. It was completely uneven. The front of my hair was super short and the back was long is it looked like a mullet🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️. I didn’t notice it until I got back home and it dried up. I was so upset I couldn’t even look at myself. I had to end up chopping the rest off leaving my hair above my shoulders. I cried myself to sleep that night. I have never been so upset with her in my entire life. And she’s fooled around with one of my old boyfriends before but this was way above that. It looks better now that I fixed it myself. But I still miss my long hair that took forever to grow out. But what upset me the most was that she had the nerve to tell me ‘oh its just hair itll grow back’ I just about cut her 🙄🙄 everyone likes it but I’m not used to it nor will I ever cut my hair like this again. But I’ll let you guys decide if you like it or not

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