So. I don’t even know where to start. But someone please help me. Like 2 yrs ago. I was going through my boyfriends phone. And in his history .. of course there was porn. I’ve seen “gang bang” like a group of guys having sex with a big lady. I’ve seen transgender porn further along I’ve seen him looking on Craigslist looking for women that were selling their body? Or just people looking to have sex with others. Few months before I seen all that. I looked through his photos and seen he was taking pic of his penis. But I’ve never received that type of pic from him? (I’ve been having feleings about this for a long time. Been feeling disgusted. Sometimes I don’t think about it so I’ll be fine. )

Next thing. Few months ago I seen in his history porn again. A female sucking off another guy. So I guess that turned him on. Then as I was scrolling down more. I seen “guys seeking guys” with our zip code so I know it’s him. Of course I confronted him but of course he said “I did t mean to click that. It was on a porn add” WHAAAT? Like I’m not stupid lol. It was a dodgy website and it was around our distance.. like our area code entered. Idk guys I know this is not what I want. I feel disgusted sometimes . Even when he tries to have sex. I brush him off. Sometimes he wants to have anal sex? Like omfg 🙄 what do you guys think. I know he’s bisexual or gay and just covering it up

I’ve also tried breaking up with him several times. Not saying I don’t have feelings for him anymore. Which I do. But I’m just turned off at this point. I don’t want this. I mean we’ve had other little issues but it was normal issues every person goes through in a relationship.. but this here!? I’m like nooooo I haven’t talked to anyone about this. Every time we are watching tv I think he’s heckling out the guy(if there’s a guy on tv) reality shows etc. or looking at his area lmfao ( I know I’m going crazy at this point ) <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>. When we are out, I think he could be checking out another guy idk.! Some one just tell me what you think . Lol