38.5 weeks, no cervix check

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ftm here and i like to know what is exactly going on but they don’t say much to me . they checked me at 36.5 weeks and that’s too damn early for me and i’ve been to the doctors twice since then and they haven’t checked me .. i think they’re just waiting for me to go into labor or see if i go post date 🙄 i’m due next thursday, now i have to just hope she comes on time