vent/rant?

ok so my boyfriend used to be so clingy and loveydovey , I would always get kisses and hugs just idk he was always on me or something which I loved. we’ve been together for almost a year already and he gets annoyed whenever I give him lots of kisses or whenever I get on top of him WHICH THATS ANOTHER THING . I never had a high sex drive until I started dating him and FYI we live together . anyways when we first started talking I wouldn’t give him head and now that I’m comfortable with him I always wanna do it and now he doesn’t really want it as much. he does but idk not as much anymore . or he’ll just want head and I can’t get on top bc that’s just what he wants . I always wanna have sex and he sometimes doesn’t even want to . He just wants to sleep. Which makes me feel like ok does he not love me as much as he used to .. and he tells me it’s bc we live together 🤨🤨 idk I feel weird for being the one that makes the first move to have sex or just anything. So that’s my rant