Regretting my unborn twins.
Hi. So I'm going to give u alittle bit of a back ground of my current situation. Ive been with in a relationship with this guy for almost a year. We dated for a year and half together already. We both we kind of in bad wituarions with are exs when we met. I am crazy in love with this guy and we are expecting identical twin boys in april. I'm 13w1d. Well, I've been under a lot of stress lately. Both me and my man work grave shifts. I'm planning on going to days before the twins are born. But my partner doesn't want to. Hes been working night shift and working for the same company for 10 years. He makes good pay. $17.50 and for Idaho thats good. He works 9pm to 5:30am. Wednesday night thru sunday. He doesnt want are kids being in. Day care and says he will watch the boys while o work 6am to 6pm Wednesday thru sunday. I dont see how he will ever sleep much. He said he would sleep when I'm home. Basicly meaning while I'm awake he will always be asleep. And his day offs he already struggles to find a balance. He has 3 kids with 2 diffrent women and all honesty he doesnt seem them or talk to them as much as I think he should. Minum once a week. But he sees all 3 them about once a month. Sometimes less. And his youngest when we do have her he doesnt he talk to me because he says the only person hes giving attention to is his daughter. I find it sweet but really makes me mad when he ignores me and.pretends I dont exist. How is he going to do all that. He Pays a lot in child support for his youngest like 500 a month. His other baby momma with his adults 2 doesnt get child support but we still help financially. We cant support are selves and the twins on his money alone. Making it to where I have to work. Unlike his ex who had two kids before they has there daughter together. She got to stay home and raise her kids. I cant though because he pays child support to her. Okay, so with all that being said we got in a huge fight while trying to make dinner and I told him how I felt. How I wanted to raise my boys with him. Not all by myself. How I still wanted him to find time for me and are relationship as well. He basicly told me it was what I was going to have deal with. That I could stay home but he will be working more night shift hours. I dont want to my boys to never see there parents together. He even told me that are twins were a mistake because I originally asked him not to cum in me because I was trying not to get pregnant. I flat out said I bet u dont regret any of ur other kids. I dont either cause I love all 3 even thought his last baby mama has tried to ruin my life accusing me of abusing there daughter. Even though I've never been left alone with her. Shes petty cause shes thinks I was sleeping with her man which was not the case we went out on dates but we didnt have sex tell they split. I was going through a divorce. Long story short he basicly told I'm the only girl hes ever regretted getting pregnant.
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