Okay so I had a D&C on October 12th 2017, I was just shy of 7 weeks when the baby heart stopped got to hear it once prior and at that moment my life changed forever. Well when me and my fiance went to our first dr/ultrasound app. They could not find the heartbeat and that's when it measured 7 weeks at this point of the app I was suppose to be 9 weeks which meant I had my baby dead inside me for 2 weeks and I didn't know😭 I experienced such bad nausea and cramping could not ever keep anything down at all the dr decided on a D&C due to the fact that my baby didn't want to bleed out. Now fast forward a year later I just found out we're pregnant with our rainbow baby and as excited as I want to b I can't help but worry that history will repeat itself I'm 7 weeks today and it's just a hard time for me because in experiencing the nausea as I did prior and dont have my dr app til next thursday cramping not as bad this time around but just worried this baby isn't going to stick either😭😭