just venting part 2

life is stressful when you just want to make things complete in your own life. By creating a whole family for someone else so they could have generations to come... I've been experiencing early pregnancy symptoms and i don't know if I'm just being to paranoid and seeing things I've never really paid attention to before, on my body but its nerve wrecking... because i don't know if its the same or I'm really experiencing early pregnancy symptoms... but all and all i think i need to stop playing and really get my ass to the doctors